Tuesday, June 27, 2006

prayer from yesterday

I continue to say that prayer from yesterday today. It is always on my lips. I can't bear facing that cross. I'm so scared. I'm afraid today to pray for acceptance, because I'm pretty certain that that's the one God's going to grant. I know that's wrong.

Dear Lord, please comfort me today. Please give me strength to face what only you can see. If you won't grant me what I am begging you for, please show me someday that it was all worth while. Give me some sense in this. Please do not turn your back on your daughter. Please show mercy on one who has tried to ask very little of You.

2 comments:

Mea Culpa said...

Please do not punish her for my sins Lord. I am the sinner, find a way to punish me that does not hurt her.

Mea Culpa said...

I have done enough hurting on my own.