My love,
I was trying to figure out how I'm doing today, and honestly, I can't say for sure. Sometimes I feel like the pain is healing, sometimes it cuts me like a knife, and other times, like today, it's just a dull, dark ache. I feel like it's becoming a part of who I am.
Gratefully, we made it through yesterday without tears and half a day without even talking about the situation! Thank God for small miracles. I am trying so hard to be patient, but am not succeeding very well. I feel like it is completely impossible for me to focus 100% on my pregnancy and joy over the new baby with this terrifying question hanging over my head.
Dear Lord,
please teach me patience. Help me to focus on our little tiny life you just gave us. She is a miracle and already we love her so much. Help me have peace in my soul, mind, and body so that she feels nothing but love. Keep evil away from her and from our son. We beg you not to add the other cross to their tender, young, innocent lives. They don't deserve that punishment.
We love you, Lord, and thank you for all your blessings in this time of need.
Amen.
Monday, July 24, 2006
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As long as it becomes a part of our history. I think that is the one thing the counselor has said that made the most sense.
I need to pray for patience as well.
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