So much

Today she wrote demanding money again. She still hasn't provided any proof of her pregnancy, so it's a waiting game now. I don't believe she's pregnant, but I think that she likely was. I wish that we could focus on our tiny Therese right now, but we can't. I think that this will all be over by the end of this week. I think we will finally be given closure. We just have to hang in there for a few more days. I have been thinking that this would be the week that we would get our answers. We found out about the job. We found out about our baby. I've been feeling that we would find out the other question too.

I feel very anxious to be done with everything, but I also feel that our prayers have been answered.

Dear God,
help us get through these next few days. We beg that you have granted our request that there be no ties to her. That has been our most pressing and ardent prayer the past two and a half months. Please show us that it has been granted soon, so we can properly grieve for our lost one without these distractions.

I am ready to move on, Lord. I am ready to focus on the future and put the affair in our distant past. Please cut this last tie preventing me from doing so.
Amen.